静止，流逝

I am waiting the result, anxiously, afraidly, but also patiently.
I keep telling myself that it is gonna be fine and it will all blow over.
I know nothing is ever perfect, but I will never give up.

My dear friends, when you are in some dilemma, when you feel depressed and even desperate,
keep telling yourself that you are just going through a rough patch.
You are an extrordinary person, funny, gorgeous, scary smart and intense, you are larger than life.
You don't need to be rescued, because you are rescuing yourself.

And my dear, I know how hard working you are, how hard you work to keep yourself at a distance from everyone else on the planet.
You are so lost in your own world and I know you like it in there.
You are so convinced that having a relationship near you is gonna kill you,
Whereas, you deserve to love, you deserve to it because of those things you possess.

We are all biding our time waiting for the real deal to come along.
We wouldn't know what the real deal was if it bit us in the ass.
However, we will see it the first time we lay eyes on each other.

We are not livng our lives if we don't take any risks, then we might as well be dead.
Keep in your mind, God bless us, for we have sinned...